It has been a long time, guys. I only apologize a little bit. Because a lot has happened and I have neglected this, but I have learned some very important things about myself.
This summer was a hard one for me. I was struggling with the fact that I hadn’t gotten a job that I desperately wanted. I was trying to figure out how I was going to make ends meet in the coming year – if I should get a new job, if I should move someplace new, if I would be able to make it. I was still dealing with a broken heart – a broken heart that should have healed long ago.
All that to say that a lot has happened, but maybe if I’d been writing here, it would have made a difference. It’s hard to know now because I wasn’t and that time is up. But I would like to start writing more. The thing is, I’m not sure that this is the ideal place for me to be writing any more.
I have a lot of new projects I’d like to work on – and I’m going to be working on them now. And I will write more about them later. We’ll see how it all goes.
I’m rambling because I’m not sure what to say. It’s been hard. I would like to update you on the following things in future blog posts – blog posts that might be posted twice places because I think that it might be time to move on from this space. But here’s what I want to tell you about:
My plans for my life. I have three big projects I want to work on for financial means (NaNoWriMo, a 52 week contact challenge, and photography) and I need to look into getting myself a job that isn’t subbing that would really make it possible for me to head off on my own finally. I want to update you on the heartbreak that has defined me for too long – but that continues to define me (through my own stupidity mostly). I want to talk about teaching and education and where I see myself going with all of that. It’s a hard path to be in right now – especially for me, but it’s something I have to talk about – or I feel like I should talk about. And I want to talk about life moving on from this part of my life. I have a few different courses that I bought online that I really want to start delving into, but it’s been hard and I really need to just start working and really chip away at things.
So, a little rambling. But here it all is. My life is still figuring itself out. I will post again soon – and more often – and let you know where you can find me shortly and as I figure it out.
How have your lives been? Anything new happening? Working to move on from anything?