I feel like I am falling behind always and that I can’t catch up. In everything.
And I know that part of it, a big part of it, is that I am extremely tired from my amazing weekend.
Another part, an almost as large part, is that my school year is coming to an end. And I don’t have a job for next year. And I don’t know what I’m doing. And I don’t even know if I know what I want to do anymore.
And it’s hard. I have so much that I need to get done. So much I want to be good at. So much that I feel I want to accomplish. But it all starts by getting some sleep. Which is what I’m doing tonight, this weekend, tomorrow and every day from now on.
More will come when I can manage to come home and not take a nap. Because I wasn’t going to today and then I was trying to watch a show and I just conked out. So, I need to get some sleep.