I’m watching the superbowl right now and regretting so much of my weekend. Not in a bad way. The thing is I was extremely unproductive this weekend. I have had a horrible time lately getting motivated to do anything. I haven’t done my crafts the way I wanted to. I haven’t been planning as efficiently as I should. I haven’t been working out as much as I should. I definitely haven’t been eating and hydrating as well as I should – especially since I want to begin training for a half marathon.
And I am tired. I’m not going to lie about that. And I did do some things this weekend. Like my taxes – I filed them and got them finished, which is really nice. I went to church. I went on a 9 mile walk. I watched the superbowl. I did a little bit of planning – but not nearly as much as I needed to.
It’s going to make for a long week. And I really do need to get my priorities straight again.
I had visions of a grand plan to go and see Love and Theft in Virginia, but I refuse to go alone…and I don’t think I have anyone to go with me. So it’s sad. But maybe I will get motivated again now. And get things done and figured out.
All I know right now is that I am tired and I should go to bed. And I’m going to. Honestly, my life has been like the superbowl blackout lately. A stoppage of everything that I’ve cared about and I’m not sure yet if I’m going to end up like the Ravens – who are still working hard and haven’t changed but have realized that they are not has great as they thought or the 49ers – who exploded and came back to be who everyone thought they were.
I will try to remember to blog something good and inspiring tomorrow that will make you realize that I’m not a debbie downer (maybe a review of my weekend that was good: the thursday night singles mingle, the friday afternoon teacher outing).