I had two completely different posts scheduled for today.
I had a post about my thoughts on Taylor Swift’s CD (let me sum it up – I bought the deluxe edition, I’m glad that I did, but my feelings toward Taylor Swift seem to be just like her relationships – at least according to her songs – I like her, I don’t like her; I want to listen to it constantly, I have to get away from it. Some of the songs are great. Some of the songs aren’t so great. It is not a completely country album, but there are some really great country songs on it). I lost this post because it was in word and it shut and it didn’t recover. It made me pretty angry.
Then, I wrote about some woes that I have had some issues because I want to get internet, but I can’t because I am unwilling to pay for a debt that is not mine.
And now, I deleted that post because I feel like it was insensitive. I don’t know if it actually was or not. But I worry about people. And I don’t worry enough about me sometimes. Or I repress that worry.
So, I have the day off. I am sure that the school district is unhappy about this, because the storm did not hit us nearly as badly as originally expected. And I am happy about this. And unhappy about this. I don’t have time to think. I need to just do what I need to do and get done. So my plan for the day is as follows: I am going to watch Anderson at 9 (because I love Anderson and can’t watch it ever). I am going to put on some clothes and maybe go shopping a little bit. I am going to go into school and finish putting in my grades. I am going to watch another movie (I did not sleep in this morning, even though I had the opportunity to). And I am going to actually plan my NaNoWriMo a little bit.
Quick other thought. There is a teacher that I love. I had her and I am working with her now. But sometimes, she makes me feel like I am not doing enough. Like today – she is all about helping out and getting things done. And I feel like I should too. But I am not going to probably. But we will see. I need to not worry so much about how I look to other people.
I am also going to write my blog entries for the rest of the week – because I should.
I send out thoughts and prayers to all that were affected by Sandy. I know how it is to not know where to go or what to do in a storm. Stay safe and keep the faith. It will be hard and life will be different, but you will make it through.