I am so frustrated right now. And apparently, I’ve been this way before because I have another blog post labeled “Frustration”.
Today, we have a half day for professional development. Which is fine. I understand the need for professional development and I think it’s great. But, I am frustrated because we are going to be talking about something that I don’t have because the district chose not to give me the information because I was a long term substitute and so I did not fall under the category. So, I have to look on with someone else because they did not give me the information.
I could be using my time to grade – which I am very far behind on. I could use my time to plan for next week – since I’m not entirely sure what I am doing or how I am going to do it. I could be using my time to not go completely crazy – which I have a fear is going to happen shortly.
Because I don’t have internet at home. And I went to go and purchase internet and the company wouldn’t let me. Because of a delinquent balance. Well, I’ve never had an account with the company. My mother had an account and I might have tried to help her occasionally, but I never had an account. And so I plan on calling them to see if I can get any information out of them.
I’m frustrated. I’m overwhelmed. And I don’t see it coming to an end. Hopefully, I can catch up this weekend and get things straightened out with the internet at my house so that I can do things at home – which is a big source of frustration for me – and then things will get better.
I know that I said I was going to give a review of Taylor Swift’s album, but I got to school at 6 AM yesterday morning and didn’t leave until 6:52 PM (only to drive straight to choir practice and not actually get home until 8:45 PM). So I haven’t had a chance to compile my thoughts. I will compile them and I will have that review for you either Monday or Tuesday of next week.
Do you ever get frustrated because you are overwhelmed?